i kept my distance but you still catch my eye

WOMEN. Sometimes i wondered if i was attracted to them or the opposite."sounds gay!" Ohwells i would imagine that bad things would happen to them if i talked to them. This one girl i liked recently, i mean long long time ago; I couldn't stop obssesing over her, dying for some reason and i kept imagining bad things would happen to her if i talked to her in the end i didn't do anything. But things started to change this year, we got to know one another through mutual friends, to find out that despite having such playfull appearance but deep inside she's so darn awesome, funny, kind and MANY MANY MORE can't list all down:). But i was thinking about telling my friend about this just so he can know why I acted so strangely but the thing is he is someone who is very very close to her.SIGHS:S

THIS LYRICS REALLY DO SUIT ME NOW; behold Adele / Chasing pavement...

Ive made up my mind
dont need to think it over
if im wrong i am right
dont need to look no further
this aint lust i know this is love

but if i tell the world
i'll never say enough
cos it was not said to you
and thats exactly what i need to do
if i end up with you

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

i build myself up
and fly around in circles
waiting as my heart drops
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

or should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

yeaaah ehh

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere
or would it be a waste
even if i new my place should i leave it there

should i give up
or should i just keep on chasing pavements
should i just keep on chasing pavements

ooooohhh

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where ~~~

Maybe i should forget about it all over again:(