After goiing through so many stuff, what is really in your heart? Yes no point talking bout what has happened. Is all the things that has been done can only give you meaningless moment and yet what you think right now is all the right one? After all you can choose not to care, did you really ever care?
While at the same time what can a sick person do? So why not let someone who can live, get a life and live without suffering any longer like now. Maybe I don't sound positive enough:)
Properly to you, this person is inconsiderate, someone you might not hate but painful to look at, and yet you have been a fool all around being kick aside. But hey trust yourself you never had been a fool. Not you not anyone.
Just be yourself and trust that you can be someone special, someone extraordinary too. And not doing stuff which you don't wish to do. Not just because others is happy for it. It's not about selfish, it's about you know what are you doing. I know you can do it. A lot of things, it's not that there was no prove nor any clarification, it's just that there is no point to clarify it.
Never really have anyone who could have the same point of view all the time. Never did it occurred in mind there is any mistrust in you before. Not even till now. Never did the blame is put on you either. The believe in you has never change from the day one. It's OK how you see things. Because you have your will to do so and decide what you love to.
Thinking back, with your decision, yes or no isn't important anymore. My request to be forgiven, rejecting the offer, final decision not to care because you think you don't know this person might hurt you gain. I'm not angry that my request to be forgiven has never have been answer. Understand that what is in your mind.
xo p/s~ The more you know yourself, the more you forgive yourself
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