Monday, September 6, 2010

Simple LOVE


Simplicity is the main component in love. Although we may not see it, it is there. Love is simple, what makes it complicated is life. Life is a integrated web of emotions cause by events and people. Sure love is an emotion but it is not cause, it just happens. But for the rest of the emotions are cause because nobody gets angry, sad or happy for no reason, well naturally at least. So it is simple to love someone. It may seem complicated because the rest of you emotion mixes the pot. But with the other emotions it makes love so much better. It makes the pain worth it, because the love is just what you want. Just what you need...

P/S "For you see, each day I love you more Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow."

Friday, August 20, 2010

lalala

It’s been since days or a week since I last blogged, because I was so knackered from running around town with my girly silly friend michelle. Been gyming , running , tanning and basketball-ing KNACKERED! But it was all fun and laughter all along taking my mind off many stuff recently; but the devil within twitter still was with me 24/7 can’t seem to don’t tweet for an hour what to say a day :P

Yeah I have lost 1kg since she’s back from Singapore but then I don’t see any different-.- went online and searched for the reason. HAHA~ I am desperate, it says that on the 1st few weeks of dieting, you do not look different and the worst of it you look chubbier ßßßß WTF! Seriously WTF! Well its because when you cut down or drastically change your eating habits the brain or sorta say the mind sends wrong signals to the eye causing it to hallucinate ( mind me; there’s a more in-depth and complex explanation but I just made it SUPER simpler J ) well the threadmill is either your best friend or foe; it’s uber fun and you sweat a bucketload but the aftermath are 1.SORE LEGS 2.SORE JOINTS 3.WEAK LEGS ~ pick your poison but it’s the fastest most efficient way to lose weigh other than those medication or ahem-ahem***

OATMEAL~ OATMEAL~ PUKES**** haha well hate it or love it, I find it sad to have it for brunch or dinner sometimes but after stuffing my face with it for the past few days I’m loving it (mcD™) either with milk or just plain boring water, a few teaspoon of sugar or honey as you like it’s fabulous… discovered that nutella works well with it :P fruits too! Especially nana’s and berries xo

I want Jollibee and mcD oh mee goshhhhhhh this Sunday! I’m gonna have myself all fish o fillet / generous serving of fries / COKE! HAHA haven’t had it since last last week J HUMJI IT’S RAINING CATS&DOGS AGAIN!

Got myself a new basketball sneaker too, it hurts like hell and so darn uncomfortable for the 1st day but after wearing it for a few more days it’s starting to be NICE… LOL

I wanna go miri and get the onitsuka tiger sneaker à ONE OF THE MOST GOODLOOKING SNEAKER OF 2010 … it’s around rm300+ I guess depending on which ever model that’s available at the new parkson grand J drooolssssss ~ starbucks greentea-frap made by sarah-jane ^^ the curtincutie working partime there HAHAHA …

Okay enough with my boring stuff~ it’s time for some EMOBLOGENTRY X)

Friday, August 13, 2010

thorn of the rose


It is, I think, the paradigm, the symbol, the hyper-metaphor for all flowers, for all beauty, for all the sublime artistry of the universe. Man can only stand aside and watch, admire, humbly and quietly view the velvet petals, sprinkled with morning dew, as they dare to open in the cool of an early morn. Indirect sunlight casts deep shadows, and angry thorns stand in deep contrast to the delicate, if not ephemeral, skin of this red, red flower. Dark green leaves mutely caress the flowers, a neutral backdrop to the explosive blooms that threaten to engulf the entire plant. Nature's beauty is an unnamable mystery of contrasts, muted shades of red, green, yellow, white, pink, and purple scream silently in a chaotic garden of varieties, a multiplicity of forms, a mixture of tall and short, robust and delicate, small and big, violent and peaceful. A garden of these flowers is a larger allegory on life, the transitory and fleeting nature of time, and the tacit relationship between youth and beauty and wisdom and age. The name of the rose is both unknowable and infinite and our poor little sign, “rose”, weeps in its own inadequacy, being at once a sign for all signs, a sign of eternity, and sign of mortality, a sign of deep, deep love and a sign of ultimate sacrifice. The thorns inflict an excruciating pleasure while provoking a mystical pain of salvation. Though one may know the rose, her name is sacred, forever cast in all eternity, unchanging, changed, unmade and eternal. All of the names of the rose coalesce in one, in one point, at one time, in one space, and in the end the name is irrelevant, unknowable, common, unique. So the next time you give (or receive) a rose, don’t try to guess its name, just enjoy because the rose is life itself.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

LISTEN


This is going to be a little tricky, but go on, I'm listening. To be a good listener, one must willing to first shut one's big mouth. I am thoroughly convinced, and someday some scientist will back me up, that if your mouth is functioning, your listening faculties are temporarily turned off. A good listener knows when to look into the eyes of the one speaking and listen to the words, to the eyes, to the body. The great listener knows how to park their ego to the side and become a sponge for that great torrent of words that their companion sometimes needs to pour out. Listening involves setting aside preconceptions, setting aside the day-dreams, and giving your full, undivided attention to whomever is doing the talking. Pride, ego, self-interest, arrogance, conceit, and self-importance all wrapped up in fine covering of smugness really destroy any chance of being a good listener. If someone wants to take the time to talk to you, they most hold your opinion and you in some esteem. The least you can do is disengage the jaw muscles while they speak, adding a few monosyllabic rejoinders from time to time so that they know you are listening. Your turn will come, and it will be obvious. One of the greatest acts of love one human can give to another is the gift of listening. This shows respect, charity, kindness, consideration, and, above all else, empathy. While your peer is talking, take time out to listen because you might, even against your will, learn something important about them, yourself or the world. Silence in the face of chaotic cacophony is often a sign of wisdom. Silence will give the listener a chance to find that all important truth, to understand the world in a broader context, to understand their place in it. If you talk while others are talking, if you cannot refrain from telling your tired little jokes, if you cannot focus on the wisdom of your neighbor, your girl or boy friend, your mother or father, people will not only not hear you, eventually they will stop listening altogether. If you want people to hear your ideas, you must first be willing to listen to theirs.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

listen to a sad song


Hey sweetheart~ please don't be sad. Life is always like that... it keeps on stomping on you and you can't do anything... As they say, even the people with the kindest heart will get hurt and the world has no responsibilty to protect you, even if you have a good heart or your nice... Everyone in this world gets hurt, we have to learn that we shouldn't hold love in our hands, for we may not find the strength to let it go, if it decides to leave, we should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and freely open our arms when its time to say goodbye. We should listen to the echoes of heart and learn to let go if it doesnt last. For destiny is has its own reasons and it's our job to find it out. Why? Is it when you miss and person so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate' you will suddenly hear a sad song on the radio... :'(

Friday, August 6, 2010

Togather


Life is all memory, except for the one present moment that goes by you so quickly you hardly catch it going.

A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages

How much longer are we going to keep deceiving ourselves? Why are we going to let go of true love because even though it feels right in the heart, it just doesn't seem logical. How much longer are we going to keep fearing what we cannot see or hear but only feel? How long is it going to take us to figure out that the most pure and the best feelings in life are only felt from the heart, never understood from the mind. It's like believing in God; we can't see him or make logic out of His existence but He is always there in our heart.

You can never get her out of your head … It’s the way you get weak in the knees when you get lost in her eyes. It’s the way you can’t breathe when you are around her. It’s the way your hands match perfectly. It’s the way your heart skips a beat when you see her. It’s the way she catches all of your attention by not even saying a word. It’s the way she makes the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. It’s the way you act like a three-year-old in love all over again. It’s the way she makes you fall in love....

Make your life a house your heart can live in, with a door that is open to receive friends and a garden full of memories of many good things.

"Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world."

If enduring pain, braving shame, despising one's self for the sake of affection and accepting misery without question is the definition of love - then, I LOVE YOU.

In time all things grow old and weak, but my love for you only grows strong and better with every second of every day.

The words "I love you" are not for anyone to say from their mouth to their beloved one. It's a feeling that you can whisper to each other from heart-to-heart without saying it aloud…

No one has ever loved anyone the way everyone wants to be loved.

But love is a durable fire in the mind ever burning; never sick, never old, never dead from itself ever turning.

We are not lovers because of the love we make but the love we have... We are not friends because of the laughs we spend but the tears we save... I don't want to be near you for the thoughts we share but for the words we never have to speak... I will never miss you because of what we do but what we are together...

"In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing."

I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you

"Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is your entire fault. You made me miss you too much!

"One night, the moon said to me, 'If she makes you cry, why you don’t leave her?' I looked at the moon and said, 'Moon, would you ever leave your sky?

By my eyes I met you by my soft hands I touched you by my lips I kissed you by my heart I love you!"

"If you were a tear in my eye, I would not cry for fear of losing you."

I asked for light, God gave me the sun, I asked for water, God gave me rain, I asked for happiness, and God gave me you

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you,
When I met you I was afraid to know you,
When I knew you I was afraid to love you,
Now I love you and I'm afraid to lose you!

"I dropped a tear in the ocean, when they find it, I'll stop loving you."

"If I had a nickle for every time I had a thought of you, I would only have a nickle, because you are a constant thought...with no end."

"I loved you once, I love you still, I always have, I always will..."

"I would be lying if I said you stepped out of my dreams and into my life... My dreams were never this wonderful!"

"When tomorrow starts without me, don't think we are far apart, for every time you think of me I am right in your heart."

"If loving you is wrong, I never want to be right again."

"You don't have to love in words, because even through the silences love is always heard."

"I need many things to help me live, but I need only you, to make life worth living."

"They said angels were supposed to come from the sky, which means I'm lucky, because one fell for me."

"The smallest word I know is 'I', the sweetest word I know is 'love’ and the only thing that will remind me of that will be 'you'."

"You can fall from the sky
you can fall from a tree
but the best way to fall
is in love with me."

"You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart."

"If we are just friends, then tell me, why do I feel like we are much more?"

"If this letter doesn't reach its destination, send it to heaven 'cause it was meant for an angel."

"Love took me by the hand; love took me by surprise; love led me to you, and love opened up my eyes."

"'How long have we been together?' is the question.’Not long enough', is the answer."

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."

"If ever I see you smile and know that it is not for me that is when I will miss you the most."

"Don't push me away because you're scared. I know you love me, and it's hard to love you if you won't let me."

"If a raindrop was a kiss, I'd send you a shower. If a hug was a second, I'd send you an hour. If smiles were water, I'd send you the sea. And if love was a person, I'd send you me."

"Never knew I could feel like this, like I never saw the sky before. Want to lose myself in your kiss, every day I love you more and more."

"Every day begins and ends with a thought, this I know... Every one of your days begins and ends with a thought of me, this I hope..."

"God created the world in 6 days, but it took him this long to come up with someone as sweet, as kind, and as cute, as you!"

"Being in love is one of the most precious gifts in life... being happy to have what some may never get a chance to have."

"Open your hand, there I place my heart. Open your heart, there I place my love."

"Five senses we have, five senses we use, five senses we lose, when we fall in love."

"How can it be that I want nothing and yet everything at the same time? Maybe it's because I want nothing but you, and you are everything."

"Let these words not only touch your eyes, let it travel through your soul, and let it rest in your heart, as you rest in mine, 'I love you.'"

"I look into your eyes and I'll tell you what I see, I see a girl too stubborn to realize that she should be with me."

"Let yourself fall in love, for I will catch you."

"There are a hundred reasons why I should give up, but you're the one reason I keep going."

"When you're too scared to look ahead and you're too hurt to look behind, look beside you... I'll be right there. So, take my hand and don't let go. I'm also scared but I'll never let you go."

"Don't ask the sun to keep shining, it can't; the clouds exist. Don't ask the leaves to stop falling, they can't help it; the wind exists. Don't ask me to stop loving you, how can I; you exist."


"Love is 8 days a week, 25 hours a day."

"Why is it that I must climb a hundred mountains to get you when all you need is a smile to get me?"

"True friends say, 'if you ever need anything, I'll be there. ‘True love says, 'You'll never need anything, I'll be there.'"

"Looking into your eyes I can see beauty, looking into your soul I can see passion, looking into your mind I can see intelligence, but looking into your heart I can see the world."

"Love is like art, it is hard to explain but beautiful to experience."

"God, will you let her know that I love her so when there’s no one there, that she’s not alone? Just close her eyes and let her know my heart is beating with hers."

"The worst thing you could do right now is tell me that I can find someone better then you ... when you're all I want."

"What's life without you by my side? What's waiting without you to hold on to? What's eternity without you to be with, and what's love without you to call my own?"

"I have given you my heart and opened my soul. It is given to you with all of my love. Treat it well as it is easily broken."

"If you're thinking of me, you have to let me know, 'cause loneliness is such a waste ....”

You're nothing short of my everything.

"Before you, I saw the same sea, sky and hills and didn't know you lived and breathed on this sweet planet. But now, having met and loved you, I cannot walk this earth knowing you are where I am not."

"Some joys are better expressed in silence, as a smile holds more meaning than laughter. I was asked if I enjoyed meeting you in my life ... I just smiled."

"I'm sitting here thinking about your beauty, but no words come to mind. Then I realize that no words could ever come close to the beauty I see in you."

"I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you."

"I shall love a person who loves somebody and having done that, I shall hope that person is me."

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite."

"Whenever you look at me I feel you, whenever you touch me I hear you, whenever I see you I explode...for your love is what keeps me alive!"

"When the world feels like it's on your shoulder, look at the person next to you and see what they are going through. Don't take life for granted. Love the one that loves you, because sometimes we don't get a second chance."

"Since I met you we have become more magical than you or I.

My heart to you is given:
Oh, do give yours to me;
we’ll lock them up together,
and throw away the key.

All love that has not friendship for its base
is like a mansion built upon the sand.

Love puts the fun in together,
the sad in apart,
the hope in tomorrow,
and the joy in the heart.

My love for you is a journey;
starting at forever,
and ending at never.

I love thee, I love but thee
with a love that shall not die
till the sun grows cold
and the stars grow old.

Love is like war,
Easy to begin but hard to end.

One half of me is yours, the other half yours-
Mine own, I would say; but if mine, then yours,
and so all yours!

I understand all your doubts and fears
of laying your heart on mine
but am not you afraid
of just throwing away
a love like yours and mine

I gave you my heart and you know how rude it is to give gifts back.

Rivers can dry. Mountains can fly. You can forget me, but never can I.

If you be sugar. I'll be spice. If you be fire, I'll be ice. If you are cold. I'll make you hot.
As long as you give me all you got.

Some day you'll cry for me like I cried for you. Some day you'll miss me like I missed you.
Some day you'll need me like I needed you. Some day you'll love me, but I won't love you.

If the sun should refuse to rise. And the moon doesn't hang in the night.
The tides won't change, Seasons rearrange when the world is through. I will still love you.

Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most,
And sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms and cries when you cry
turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted.

I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing.
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
while you're far away and dreaming.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
I could stay lost in this moment forever.
Every moment I spend with you is a moment I treasure.

"I smiled too many people for more than a billion times; but when I first saw you,
my heart took over and smiled for the first time."

"Love is the sweetest of dreams, and the worst of nightmares."

"There's only us, there’s only here, Give in to love, or live in fear. No other road, No other way, No day but today.

"The day that we first met, the angels whispered, "Perfect."

"When you are alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers remember that in those spaces. You can see my fingers locked with yours forever."

"I think the reason so many people are in heartache is because I stole the love from the entire world,
and gave it to you, hoping you'd love me back."

"Though Earth and moon were gone. And suns and universes ceased to be.
And though we're left alone. Every Existence would exist in thee."

Your lips speak soft sweetness,
Your touch a cool caress, I am lost in your magic,
My heart beats within your chest,
I think of you each morning,
And dream of you each night,
I think of your arms being around me,
And cannot express my delight,
Never have I fallen, But I am quickly on my way,
You hold a heart in your hands,
That has never before been given away.

I don't have to be your first love, but I want to be your last.

Sometimes the person you are meant to be with is under your nose the whole time and you don't even know it. Until one day you suddenly realize you're in Love!

Love is just a word but you give it meaning.

Am I the one you think about when you are alone? Am I the one you cry about to your friends on the phone? I know you are the one for me you must be blind if you can’t see; Love was made for you and me!

Love is not finding someone to live with. It is finding someone you can't live without!

You do something to me, that I can't explain. So would I be out of line, if I said I miss you.
I know I'll see you again, whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care. And I miss you.

Be careful to whom you give your heart because when you love,
you’re not only giving that person the right to love you but the power to hurt you.

You know when you are the luckiest man on Earth when she looks you in the eyes and says,
"I choose you over any other man in the world to love me forever as I will you".
It is then that you will cherish and love her forever

When I’m with you I’m walking on air, everyone disappears, the whole world stops,
and I get lost in those eyes. At that moment nothing else matters.

There is something about the look in your eyes something I noticed when the light was just right,
it reminded me that I was alive, it reminded me that you're so worth the fight.

When your life falls apart, always remember that I will be the one who will stay to help you pick the pieces up.

And when the rest of the world walks out on you, remember not to close the door,
because I am the one who will be walking in to help you through it all.

You are the sun in my winter sky.
You are the hello in my goodbye.
You are the stars shining down on me.
You are everything I hope you would be.
You are the arms wrapped around a hug.
You are the pull when I need a little tug.
You are the lips that feel my gentle touch.
You are the one that loves me very much.
You are the one who I come to love.
You are my angel sent from above.
I need your love and I need you too.
Cause I’m the I in I Love You.

If I had the letters "h, r, t" I could add "u" to get 'hurt' or "e, a" to get 'heart’. But I'd rather add "u" and get hurt than have a "heart" without 'u'...

All the love that history knows
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
Is less than what I feel for you!

"________!" See my message? Nope? Now, can you?
_________! Still can't?
'Cause no words can define how much I treasure you.

I want to love you, but I won’t say forever because forever doesn't seem long enough!

I love you. I love every little thing about you. Your sexy smile, the sound of your voice,
the magic in your eyes. I love your gentle touch. And the warmth I feel at your side. I love dreaming about you.
I love discovering you and letting go with you. I love each and every once-in-a-lifetime moment I share with you...
Today... tomorrow... forever!

Within you, I lose myself; without you, I find myself searching to be lost again.

If I should stay, I would only be in your way. So I’ll go. But I know that I’ll think of you every step of the way.
So baby I just wanted to say. I will ALWAYS love you.

Love is friendship set on fire!

No one is worth crying over, and the ones who are, would never make you cry.

As long as there is time, As long as there is love, As long as there are you,
As long as I had a breath to speak your name, I will love you.

Love is a friendship that has caught fire, it takes root and grows. Filling your heart with desire.

I placed a kiss in both my palms and opened them up to the wind so that someday you would think of me
because those kisses have found their way to you.

Did the sun just come out or did you smile?

The thought of being with you tomorrow is enough to get me through today.

You touched my hand, and reached my thoughts, you kissed my lips,
And reached my heart, You looked into my eyes, and touched my soul,
No words were said, no thoughts exchanged,
Through only a touch you changed me, with only a kiss you moved me,
With only a look you brought me life. You are my angel from above.

I wrote your name on the sand but the waves washed it away, I wrote it in the sky but the wind blew it away, so I wrote it in my heart and that's where it will stay.

Shall I be happy 'cause we are friends? Or shall I cry 'cause that's all we'll ever be?

If 10 people Care for you, 1 of them is me, If 1 person Cares for you, That would me Again,
If no one Cares for you, I'm not in This world!

Someday you'll ask me what I would choose between you and My Life.
I will answer "My Life" and you'll get sad not knowing that you're my life...

If I could die and come back as anything, it would be one of your tears.
How could I want anything more than to be created in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips?

Dreaming of you makes my night worthwhile, thinking of you makes me constantly smile,
being with you is the best thing ever, and crazy about you is what I’ll be forever.

Sometimes I wonder what life would have been like if we never met. Simpler? Definitely. Easier? Maybe.
But I then realized that it also would have been incomplete...

If kissing is the language of love, then we have a lot to talk about.

Your taste still lingers on my lips, like I've just placed them upon yours, and I starve for you!

Hugging closes the door to hate. Kissing opens the door to love.

Whoever said, 'A kiss is just a kiss,' never kissed you.

If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but next time it will be my turn.

I love you. Because the Earth turns Round the sun.
Because winters flow into springs. And the air clears after a storm.
Because only my love for you despite the charms of gravity
keeps me from falling off this Earth into another dimension.
I love you. Because it is the natural order of things.

I can't really find the words to tell you how I feel about you.
I can't explain what it feels like to kiss you.
All I know is that when I was in your arms,
the two of us together seemed so perfect.
I wish I could stay in that moment forever.

When I looked in your eyes, I knew it was true, my heart never lies, and I was in Love with you.
As you stood there, just looking around, my whole body melted, into the ground. I remember the day,
I remember the time, and I remember the place, still on my mind. You looked so good in your shirt & jeans, I remember that night, and you were in my dreams. I wish I could be with you, day after day,
because I love you more than words could ever say.

Someone once told me, you must write your own destiny (don't think literal sense) &
as the days progress on into years... Here I am.... writing my own destiny &
I'm waiting to get to the end of my story 'cause in the ending... I am sharing forever with you.

Life without you is like a pencil without a lead - POINTLESS!

You told me that everything here on earth has a reason. Why the sun is shining, why does it rain,
why people smile and why they frown, why people laugh and why people cry.
But do you know the reason why I’m living, why I’m breathing and why I’m here... It's all because of you...Thanks baby... You complete my soul... I love you...

I do, cherish you, from the depths of my soul, it's beyond my control, I've waited so long, to say this to you, if you're asking do I love you this much, I do.

See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

You can count on the sun to rise, for the stars to come out at night, as long as there's air to breathe, you'll always be loved by me.

God does everything with purpose. He created you, a beautiful angel, without wings only to make you stay with me forever.

God sent you down from up above. He sent you down for me to love. He picked you out from all the rest, because he knew I'd love you the best.

I would rather have taken one breath of your skin, one kiss from your lips, one touch of your hand, than spend eternity without you

If I were in Hell and you were in Heaven, I'd always look up and be proud of you. But, if I were in Heaven and you were in Hell, I'd ask God to send me down, because Heaven isn't Heaven without you

Here's my love, take it. Here's my soul, use it. Here's my heart, don't break it. Here's my hand, hold it and together we will make it forever.

I love you until the day after forever.

"If I know what love is, it is because of you.

"Love me without fear / Trust me without questioning / Need me without demanding / Want me without restrictions / accept me without change / Desire me without inhibitions."

"All that you are, all that I owe to you, justifies my love."

"I tell you I love you every day for fear that tomorrow isn't another."

"There's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."

"I never, till now, had a friend who could give me repose; all have disturbed me, and, whether for pleasure or pain, it was still disturbance. But peace overflows from your heart into mine." -

"Your words are my food, your breath my wine. You are everything to me."

"I cannot exist without you. I am forgetful of everything but seeing you again. My life seems to stop there, I see no further. You have absorbed me. I have a sensation at the present moment as though I were dissolving. I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for religion... I have shudders at it.... I shudder no more. I could be martyred for my religion: Love is my religion. I could die for that. I could die for you. My creed is love, and you are its only tenet. You have ravished me away by a power I cannot resist."

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever.

How do I get through one night without you? If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be? Oh I need you in my arms, need you to hold...you're my world, my heart and soul.

Within my dreams, I see your face; within my soul, I feel your love; within my heart, you will forever stay.

You are my shining star. I know you will never fade. You will be my light to help me read my map of happiness!"

When the day of resurrection comes only my heart will keep on pounding, repeating relentlessly your name, my sweetest angel, my one and only love!

For, you see, each day I love you more,
today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

If there were no words, no way to speak... I would still hear you... If there were no tears,
No way to feel inside, I'd still feel for you... And even if the sun refused to shine,
Even if romance ran out of rhyme... You would still have my heart until the end of time...

In my thoughts of you there is an underlying love that is present in every word, every glimpse. I hope you feel it as I do, for it is what I am and will ever be."

I look in your eyes and it wakes me up, I wait for that smile and I get filled with love, I long for that laugh that always makes me cry; that’s when I realize what’s so good about my life.

I often find myself thinking' about all the good times we've spent together, and it always gives me a happy feeling no matter how long we're apart or how far away you are, a very special part of you goes with me everywhere ...

Hearing your voice is far better than you touching me. Because even though I yearn for your skin to touch mine, it is your voice that touches my soul.

It took me a long time finding you. You're someone I want to be with even after death. And if I found myself in heaven not holding' your hand, I'd go searching' for you all over again....

When I'm weak, I draw strength from you, and when you're lost, I know how to change your mood. And when I'm down, you breathe life over me. And even though we are miles apart, we are each others destiny.

Across the years I will walk with you in deep green forests of shores of sand.
And when our time on earth is through, in heaven too you will have my hand...

8 Letters -- 3 Words -- 1 Meaning: ~I Love You~

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say...Even if you don't want to speak tonight that alright, alright with me...Because I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door...And listen to you breathing...

There's always something missing now that you're gone... The safe feeling I had lying there with you...
The love... The happiness... all I can do is think over our wonderful times... talks... laughs and tears...
I miss you so much... Why can't we just go on... and things are ok...

Once upon a time, something happened to me
it was the sweetest thing that could ever be
it was a fantasy, a dream come true
it was the day that I met you...

Up in the skies, I look very carefully to see your face. I wonder if you're there, I wonder if tonight you're thinking of me. I just want to tell you that looking at the stars makes me think of you. By looking at it I just want to be where you are, and hold you tight and never let go!!

When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 2000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please doesn’t fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me.

Si to veux savoir combien je'taime, compte les vagues." (French) "You want to know how great my love is, count the waves." (English)

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

Kiss the rain, whenever you need me. Kiss the rain, whenever I'm gone too long. If your lips, feel lonely and thirsty, kiss the rain, and wait for the dawn. Keep in mind, we're under the same sky and the night's as empty for me, as for you. If you feel you can't wait till morning, kiss the rain, kiss the rain, and kiss the rain.

Con tu adios, te llevas mi corazon. Translation: With your goodbye, you take with you my heart.

There are so many promises that I made to you, I admit not all of that happened, but I know how hard I want to give you my very best - to make you happy and feel how much you mean to me.

On my soul your eyes are burned, lover's past forever spurned. One touch from you, my skin does tingle. How tenderly our breath is mingled. A single look and my heart swells, on my lips your kisses dwell. A thousand and a hundred score. A hundred and a thousand more.

A million dictionaries I've gone through
But couldn't find words explosive enough,
A million songs I've listened to
But no words could describe my love
Plenty of poems I've read
But none could truly express my feelings for you
A handful of passionate lyrics I thought up
But I ain't sure if that's good enough for you.
Looks like I haven't said a thing
Although a mouthful has already been said
And I no longer know what to say
I have no ways nor words anymore
Not to say I don't love you:
Just there ain't no words to explain.

Today I love you more
than I ever did before
and I will never love you less.
But, my love, I must confess
something you really ought to know,
I do not love you as much as I will tomorrow.
Whether you are far or near
I will always love and keep you dear.
You are always before me
it’s your face alone I will see.
The sadness felt by our separation by time and space
is replaced with deeper joy in your loving embrace.
You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
You taught me how to love unselfishly.
You made my life so worthwhile
from the moment I first saw you smile.
You are the meaning of every love song ever written.
With the deepest love for you, I am incurably smitten.

It is not even in the words of this poem I write,
Or hidden in a the lyrics of a song,
All I know is what I feel in my heart is right,
For you are the one my soul has so longed.
It is something that will be forever true,
That love I have been vested shall never fade,
For my life is complete now that I’ve found you,
Because it was you for which I was made.

My love 4 you grow as time ticks away.
It won’t ever fade and my love will always stay.
It seems the time we spend together is short-but I cherish each moment with all of my heart.
All though u means the world to me in my eyes it's like you just don’t see.
The love I have 4 you cannot be denied-and I pray to god each night that he ALWAYS N FOREVER keeps you in my life.

I'm glad that you turned out to be
that certain someone special
who makes this life worth living
I'm glad you're here just loving
so say that you won't leave
Because since the day you came
I've been glad

We've got this great gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it is going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it.

Love means never doubting anything. It means trusting and being honest with each other.

See I know you've been hurt before, but I swear I’ll give you so much more swear I’ll never let you down, cause it's you that I adore, and I can't help myself mason but I think about you constantly, and my heart gets no rest over you, you can call me selfish, but all I want is your love, you can call me hopeless, because I’m hopelessly in love, you can call me unperfected, but who's perfect, tell me what do I got to do, to prove that I’m the only one for you, I’ll be taking up your time, till the day I make you realize, that for you there could be no one else, I just got to have you for myself, baby I would take good care of you, no matter what it is your going through, I’ll be there for you when you’re in need, baby believe in me In u I see the dreams of ma yesterdays, ma happiness 2day and the joy of ma 2morrows.

If you hold up eleven roses in front of a mirror, you would be looking at the twelve most beautiful things on earth.

Love was when I first saw you, Love was when I looked into your eyes, Love was when I kissed you, Love was when my body touched yours, Love is when I think of nothing else but you, darling without you there is no love, without you I am nothing.

I want to live in your eyes, die in your arms, and be buried in your heart.

Compassionate words from your mouth, the soft, steady gaze from your eyes, and the gentle touch of your hands leaves a peace surpassing my understanding. Its true how you never know when your life begins; when one day your life will make sense and when you begin to discover…Feelings of comfort you’ve never felt, fullness never filled by anything else, and a sense of love that could move mountains. I’m alive when I’m with you, my heart could not beat without you. I want to be together, I’d wait for you always and forever... I LOVE YOU!!!

Let me be aware of the treasure you are. Let me learn from you, love you, bless you before you depart. Let me not pass you by in quest of some rare and perfect tomorrow. Let me hold you while I may, for it may not always be so. One day I shall dig my nails into the earth, or bury my face in the pillow, or stretch myself taut, or raise my hands to the sky and want, more than the entire world, your return.

You are to me as the rivers flow to the ocean, a never ending source of refreshment and fulfillment... As the morning sun to blooming flower, a warmth and life that causes me to reach for Heaven.

1 day you love me as I loved u, 1 day you think of me as I thought of u, 1 day you will cry for me as I cried for u and 1 day you want me and I won't want u

Sometimes you spend a long time looking for the love of your life, and you end up getting frustrated. It's only when you slow down, relax, and take things as they come do you realize they've been in front of you the whole time.

And now you’re halfway 'round the world. And I’m just a day behind.
Nothing seems to fill the hole that I have since you left my side.
You'll always be my little girl though I can’t hold you tonight. And now you’re halfway round the world
and I’m just a day behind.


... And I know it might sound crazy, but after all that, I still love you. You want to come back in my life but now there is something I have to do. I have to tell the one that I once adored, that they can't have my love no more, 'cause my heart can't take any more lies, and my eyes are all out of cries.

Two teardrops are floating in the ocean; one teardrop asked the other, 'Who are you?'
'I'm the teardrop of a girl who was driven away by a guy, and who are you?'
The other one answered, 'I'm the teardrop of a guy who regretted letting a girl go.

You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you.

When your tears feel like acid rain, when you can't breathe and it becomes physical pain, you know you've lost a love of a lifetime. When you try to speak but nothing comes, when you hear a song and cry from the lyrics, the rhythm, the beat of the drums, you know you've lost a love of a lifetime. When people keep telling you it'll get better, just give it time when really each day my pain gets stronger knowing you're not mine, you know you've lost a love of a lifetime...

when I dream I dream of you, things you say and things you do, once was blind but now I see, what your love means to me,its you I love with all my heart the things you are the things you aren't,when I wake it angers me I wanted only more minute for you+me.

Something is missing when you're not here......my smile....

What should I do knowing I don't stand a chance to ever be with you?
Why do I still try knowing you're not ever going to be mine? I lay down at night in the still darkness and cry.

I don't know where this road of love is taking me but I hope it's into your arms. I don't know what I'd do without you. I keep telling myself there will be someone new, but how can I believe it when I love only you?

I found myself lost in a desert, I began to walk, with every step I took, a flower grew and I looked up to the sky in search of a meaning, in search of an explanation and all I could see were your eyes so beautifully painted across the sky. I was just mesmerized of how stunning life could be when you are the sun and how free I felt with you being with me throughout my journey...Suddenly, I hear my heart beat faster and with every beat, I can feel the walls of my chest breaking down. My heart managed to escape from its eternal cage. I witnessed it transform into a white dove...breathless, I watched it fly away from me and disappear into the sky to be with you. I was happy but yet felt empty inside. As I continued my journey, I noticed that I was walking in a field covered with gorgeous never-seen flowers...I was speechless and drowned in your beauty. I began to walk faster and soon I had myself running in never ending circles but felt no loss, nothing at all...I wanted to find a way to get to you before the night and its caravan (stars the moon) arrived. I felt hopeless and the thought of loosing you scared me...Finally, I surrendered to your love, I fell on my knees, I looked up to the sky and looked in your eyes, tears rolling down my face and all I could think of to say was: "I'm so tired of being without you"...

The wind continues its journey through my heart, it whispers a song that begins with your name and ends with mine. The song echoes in my whole numb being and I can't help it but to think of you. I wonder how you are. As days drag by, I catch myself whispering your name and I slowly begin to vanish from reality. When the night falls, I close my eyes and want nothing more but to dream of you. One night I dreamed you into life...

It's all your love, that keeps me hanging on, I count the days without you by my side... it's all your love, that keeps my dreams alive, and girl I can't thank you enough..For all your love

It's been so long and I'm lost without you, what am I going to do? I been needing' you, wanting' you, wondering' if you're the same and who's been with you. Is your heart still mine? I want to cry sometimes ... I miss you.

Love is living your own life, but sharing it. Love is forgiveness, its making a million mistakes and turning them into learning experiences. Love is patience, optimism and sometimes it’s a kiss when there is nothing left to say.

Set me as a seal upon thy heart, as a seal upon thane arm: for love is strong as death. -The Bible

To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others.

When one has once fully entered the realm of love, the world - no matter how imperfect - becomes rich and beautiful; it consists solely of opportunities for love.

To write a love letter we must begin without knowing what we intend to say, and end without knowing what we have written.

People say true friends must always hold hands: but true friends don't need hands because they know the other hand will always be there.

Sometimes, one has to die so that the other may live...one has to be forsaken to be able to stand alone...one has to shed tears to know the meaning of joy...For from all the pain conflicts will emerge the true beauty that gives birth to love.

Don't marry the person u can live with, marry the one u can't live without...

No matter where we are no matter how far apart we will always have the sunset. So when you look at it know that when I look at the sunset and behold its beauty it will remind me of you, and rest assured that I will never forget how much I love you. For in my heart you will always be with me.

Live every day like it's your last chance for life Cry each tear like it's the first tear you've cried and love each lover like it's like it's your first and your last they very well may be...

The softness of her hair, the warmth of her embrace The scent of her perfume, the smile upon her face The color of her eyes, the smoothness of her skin The sound of her laughter, that I will never hear again The rhythm of her breathing, The kindness of her heart, the love within her soul The gentlest touch of a woman’s hand, that I will ever know Just knowing she once loved me, though now we are apart Can chase away all aches and pains, and keep her in my hearty one regret will always be, until the end of time That I’ll be here forever, but she’s no longer mine

Many waters cannot quench love; neither can the foods drown it

THE SPACES BETWEEN YOUR FINGERS WERE CREATED FOR SOMEONE TO FILL THEM...

"... And in that moment I possessed and lost the whole world and everything in it and was left with the feeling and the knowledge, which is love, that no matter how we give ourselves we always end up losing. That to love is to lose, the moment we agree to the bargain. And that, being human, we keep standing there wanting to lose more.

Life is too short to be with the wrong person. Stop expecting things to be a certain way and learn to accept them as they really are.

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend."

Though my words are few; my heart is true. Friends I can make new, but none are as sweet as you...

In the rhythm of life, we sometimes find ourselves out of the tune, but as long as there's someone which becomes our melody, the music plays on. Thanks for being one of my best songs.

What Is Love? Ask not to §someone who has it. But to one who has lost it.

She’s soft to the touch, But frayed at the end he breaks. She’s never enough, and still she's more than I can take.

If urn dreams fall apart, sweep up the pieces and save them. Slivers of hope can be found in the debris of shattered dreams...

When u want smith from others let them know. What they give u won’t be less valuable if u ask. Their love isn’t proven by their ability to read urn mind...

Happiness is not a destination, but a journey.

You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.

"The heart does heal and you will love like this again... only when you do, you will deny you ever felt like this before."

"In our life there is a single color, as on an artist`s palette,
which provides the meaning of life and art. It is the color of love."

"Paradise is always where love dwells."

"We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we can only fly while embracing each other."

Find the person who will love you because of your differences and not in spite of them and you have found a lover for life.

The sound of a kiss is not as loud as cannon, but its echo lasts a great deal longer!

If you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud, or the moment just passes you by.

You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved,
and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.

Fear? What is there to fear in love? Love is the very reason we live. To fear love is to lose all sense of living, and if we cannot love, then why have we been put here? Fearing love is like being afraid of breathing. It's not something to be scared of. It's something so natural that no one can resist."

Never let someone go if you want to find out if what you have is really love, because they may think that you want to move on to something better and they won’t try to come back.

Sometimes love needs a second chance because time wasn't ready for the first one.

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

To truly love something, you must first give it a chance to fail. If it survives, it is going to be stronger than ever. Distance is pure proof of this, and forever we will love if we survive.

Too many people try to analyze love, don't, just feel it because if you don't you won't have enough time to cherish it before it is gone.

Love. What is love? Is it something to have, something to hold, a feeling so perfect, a secret untold. Supposedly it’s an em0tion that comes from the heart; tw0 pe0ple wh0 can never be t0rn apart. But whatever you do, love is just a w0rd until it's pr0ven to you.

Three seconds to say I love you, Three hours to explain it, and a lifetime to prove it.

"And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."

Don't worry so much about tomorrow that you forget to live today.

Friendship (Love) is only lost once you have the courage to let it go.

If ever you may have a big problem, don't say, 'God I have a big problem!', but instead; 'Hey Problem, I have a big God and everything will be okay!

Letting go is not the way of loving someone, it means you're putting him on the wrong path. Instead, fight for him; that's what true love is.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew....

Memory is a golden chain that binds us together until we meet again...

As they dance, how she holds him close; while he dreams of another and counts the days until he lets her go. Same old story that everybody knows, one heart holding on... and the other letting go.

To meet and part is the way of life. To part and meet is the hope of life.

The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart...

To find one real friend in a lifetime is good fortune; to keep him is a blessing...

Somewhere in line, u fall in love...it changes u forever...whether it be good or bad. but it changes u...everything even a smile, a touch, even a simple thing as a stare in the eyes, means everything to you...pray that someday, u find your special someone...

At some point in your life you will lose someone you love. Sometimes loving that someone means letting go, and love doesn't have to die just because the relationship has died. Sometimes, letting go isn't the end of the world, but the beginning of a new one. Cherish the memories, for they are all that's left.

I believe just because someone doesn’t love you like you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

All those times u claimed to love me – you lied. Love is not hurting me and leaving me without a reason. Love is... still sticking to you went u forgot to give me a valentine went everyone else got it. Love is... being there for you went you haven’t called me for a month coz u was busy. Love is... loving you even went you didn’t meet me on my birthday. Love is... me still loving you after u crushed my heart as if I had none. :(

Very few and lucky of us are those who manage to get the person we love. So once you get this person, hold on to him or her like you would hold on to your life. Never let him or her have the feeling that you left her, for that brings a lot of pain...

Love is going to hurt, it’s inevitable, but true love will be worth the pain...

You always hear people say, "Everything happens for a reason." But in the end when your heart in broken... you wonder, what reason could have caused this... when there are no answers to the questions you lie up at night trying to answer... you wonder what reason? And why me? When you feel as though you gave her the earth... and all he can do is throw it in your face... you wonder what reason? ... I love u girl... and always will...

I wish...I just wish that one day I could take that hidden pica of u under my pillow and look at u in the eyes without feeling urn glance stabbing me again...

"Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead."

The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive.

Never leave the one you love and who loves you in return. Even if you think it’s over. Even if you’re sure it’s hopeless and breaking up is inevitable. ‘Cause I did love once and I was sure that it was the end, I’ve lost my faith/ I left the person, who genuinely loved me, left for a Game, which, as J used to think, was the very meaning of my life.
And now I regret it. I regret I couldn’t see and appreciate the feeling I was looking for my whole life... And now, if I could have one lifetime wish, one wish that would come true, I’d pray to God with all my heart for yesterday…
They say the worst way to miss someone is when the one you love is right next to you and you know you can’t have them... But it is even worse when you thought you didn’t want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can’t live without them...

Saturday, July 31, 2010

I'm happy for you; HEARTACHE


I wondered which hurts more,saying something & wishing I hadn't or saying nothing and wishing I had?

In my life I meet people,some I never think about again, some I wonder what happened to them, there are some that I wonder if they ever think about me and then there are some I wish I never had to think about again... but I do. I guess the reason I cherish memories so much,is because they're the only things in life that never change.

It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way I feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt me so much or make me fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between me is ever really the same again, even if they don't know it, it still happens.

Time goes by so fast; people go in and out of my life. I must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to me. I remember how hongkongdrama used to tell "Don't marry the person you can live with. Marry the person you can't live without."

What is really a great love? It's when you shed a tear and you still long for her. It's when she ignores you and you still love her. It's when she loves another, and you still smile and say "I'm happy for you" :'(



p/s~ If I asked him, would he even know what your smile meant? ....